Well, it's 1 in the morning. I am tired as fuck. I have no clue as to why I am staying up this late. I think I pissed someone off tonight, not sure. Oh well she'll get over it. Anyway. Some good news. I prolly goin over to Brice's house on Friday. FUN FUN! I think Kristi is grounded for eternity now...that can't be good. I can't help but feel it's my fault somehow cuz she came out to my house when she wasn't supposed to...so yea. Not to proud of that. Anyway. Christmas Eve is tomorrow. I'm kinda excited...but that fact that Santa isn't real ruins Christmas for me...oh well..I'll get over it. I've been listening to very depressing music lately. I'm not sure why...must be those damn holiday blues, ha ha...no seriously. Now I bet I won't be able to see Kristi the rest of the break. THAT REALLY SUCKS! We were supposed to have a full day together, but I guess that's kinda ruined now. Christmas break is kinda depressing...O_o Oh well I'll see her somehow whether it be rest of break or at school on Monday. I can't stand not being able to see her!!!! AHHH! It's so gay. I'm kinda wishing she didn't come over today, then plans wouldn't have been ruined. Oh well I guess all things happen for a reason. I still can't stand not being able to see her though...-_-Well that's all I have to say for now. Later.

~Chinn: Depressed, Lonely, Hoping For The Best, I LOVE YOU KRISTI! ^.^